bored

hey. here i am again!

I’M SO BORED HERE.
my life’s full of MARKING and TEACHING
TEACH UNTIL I CAN RMBR EVERY SINGLE SHIT, esp SEJARAH FORM 2 BAB1.
faktor-faktor SHTI manjajah Pulau Pinang
1. Pusat pengumpulan barangan
2. Pusat pelabuhan
3. Pangkalan tentera

and then i can explain every main point in details! WTH!
all these facts keep running in my mind== which is so not amanda.

no more sejarah pls! i cannot afford to memorize sej FORM 2 BAB 2.. i rather bang the wall or do smth silly.

okay.
no more complaints =)

lol i got so many things running in my head now.
dessert pls!! desperate for dessert nowadays.
gonna post some pic soon.

tata.

routines

MY LIFE.. seems so dull and boring lately.
since i’m having semester break and doing nth here, i hv decided to seek for a job.
AND i still couldn’t find any suitable yet.
so, a friend of mine intro me to some tuition centre to teach tuition.
yea, i’m a part time teacher now, teachin all sort of subjects =.=”

CHINESE, MATH, ENG, AND SCIENCE.

chi, math, eng r still okay, because they r still pretty easy to handle, BUT SCIENCE, for the form 2 and form 3,
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO.
I cannot recall a single thing in my head! lol
i forget how to draw the heart , like the aorta, stupid arteries and veins etc etc, come out from where, all those bull shit.
i only noe heart is in our body.(wtf)

* if my students/ tuition centre owner sees this, i gonna die….

and another thing, being a teacher is not easy.
SIMPLE BUT NOT EASY.
now i started to understand how those teachers feel when they’re teaching us in class.
heh.

i need a vacation. i wanna travel to whatever place as long as the place is nice.
i wanna shop! shopping spree? mega sales? haih not enuf money=(

and i haven watch 2012 yet. lifeless rite=.=

lol.

mid-term break

hello!
hmm.
i’m having a break now, 9 days mid-term break.
SO EXCITED!!! (finally)
but sad news is, today is the 7th day of the break? (which means 2 days left T______________T)
=.=.=

this is the first time i enjoy staying at home and do nothing.
all i have to do is take my own sweet time and rest.
seriously, we never have an actual break since sem 2, and this was tremendously tiring.
7 days are not enuf for me. i wan more =(((

tonnes of assignment r still waiting for me.
and i’m having trouble in business computing assignment! no clue of doing it at all.
(okay, positive positive) hopefully i manage to complete by this sunday.
i’m getting lazier. the sluggishness is covering me up already. lol
i shall move forward and stop being so… lazy wtf.
move amanda MOVE!! (hai yo.)

list-to-do for the break
1. stat homework
2. stat assign
3. bus.com assign (HOW LARH DAMN TOUGH)
4. study for econ test
5. finish burning flame 3 (hahahaha nice show)
6. steamboat hoo hoo
7. snow flake

at least i have completed 2 haha.
can’t wait to finish the whole sem now and enjoy the long holiday.

snow flake hehehehehe

p/s: i need some excitement in life to motivate myself! LOL.
p/s2: actually i’m very worried for the bus.com assignment thus i got no mood to do any single thing. i dunno wad to do and how to do=.= god help me pls i so scare now.(this is the first time i got so lost abt doing an assignment)

brief

A H1N1 is getting serious.
there’s one teacher in U12 just passed away.
my sis’s fren was just verified of having tat A H1N1 influenza.
how freaky.

i tightened my braces yesterday.
so yea, i can’t bite any food today.(obviously)
pain like nobody business.

i.am.waiting .for.tmr.
=DD !!!!

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mental illness

me officially anti social.

*stuck in a super duper ultra mega EMO mood.*

don talk to me i’m not worth to be yr fren
me useless.

simply

for those who always care bout me, thank you very much.
without yr concern  i would be dying there already.
last week has been a hectic and emotional week to me.
many things happened. both gud news and bad news.

my dad’s health condition was terribly bad last week. his blood pressure was really high and we had to send him to the hospital. the doctor said he has to be very careful and stop doing  heavy stuff anymore.
BUT he doesn’t wan to listen! we asked him to get a gud rest but he still go jogging and busy with his works.
y u have to be so sturbborn! don’t you noe the family is worried bout u?!

* switch to relax mood*
haha not emo okay!!  i’m just being frustrated. a temporary one =D
no worries =)

yup. i just did my econ presentation. about exchg rate.
hmm tat was okay =)
i was freaking sleepy now because i only slept for 4 hours, which was 4 to 8 am. ahhhhh
and then, this thurs i have an econ test =.=”"”

lol back to the happy one.
i actually took lots of great photos (i mean, i looked great wtf) and i wanna upload them all here!!
but this damn wordpress is so lag that i have no mood to upload it anymore.

oh yea smth tat i wanna update.

hyundai atos

=D =D =D
my new car!! (it’s second-hand)
super excited!!
when i saw the car, i almost faint…. okay tat was a joke wtf.
but my mom still not allow me to drive yet=.=, she said i cannot drive without her beside me, swt =.=
(hey, for yr info, i am not a gud driver, and i’m very bad at parking!! so don ask me to fetch ya hahahaha)

gotta study for econ now!

p/s: when i saw you hold another girl’s hand, i can feel tat my heart is cracking. T____T T________T

loss

sometimes one small mistake can ruin a friendship so easily.
it was small enough to lose all the trust in him/her.

u can forgive that person, but u will never forget abt the incident.
i have learnt a lesson. never take it for granted again.
sorry.

update (part 1)

attention: will be overloaded with PHOTOS(mostly camwhore=D)

since i’m extremely bored now and got nth to do at all,( i do have homework… but wad the heck), i gonna post from.. err few weeks ago til today.
hoo excited excited!!
where shud i start from? my birthday? college?
haha

lets see.
i’ll start from my favourite pic.

=D

=D =D =D
17 MAY 2009 (2 days after my birthday)
this was taken from my sis’s birthday,my youngest sis birthday.
the celebration was in macdonal (expensive like shit but mom still willing to pay for her=.=)
that little girl was so hyper tat day and hopping around hahahaha.
i was excited too because i can enjoy MCD breakfast for free!!! (my mom pay la)

shh let me share with u smth
last time i used to angry with my sis because of her birthday was so near to mine.
when she hasn’t come to this planet, my mom actually placed my birthday as the first place. O.O
she always let me choose my favourite cake and i will be the princess of the day =))
but ever since tat little girl is born, my mom will celebrate our birthday together and i seriously have issue with tat hahahaha.
BECAUSE!!! both of us have to share one cake, okay tat was fine, and then when i choose my cake she will like.. “don wan!! i wan tat powerpuff girl!! and CRY there “  at the end of the day we have to buy tat stupid powerpuff girl sponge cake wtf.
anyways, tat day was a great day for all of us. yea we took lots of pictures!!

the closest person in my life

the 3 sisters. =))

complete family=)

breakfast=)

okay next!!
AHEM

hehe

thanks for the surprise=D =D =D
luv u girls=)
btw, they r my closest frens in college

=.="

lily n me

cindy=D n me

us

vennie. me. cindy

tat was not the climax yet..
the climax was at the night! celebrate with my B frens!
=D =D =D

more photos r coming on…

camwhore #1

camwhore #2

camwhore #3

the 3 piglets hahahaha

making wish *sincerely*

again, thanks for everything!!
i was damn surprised when u ppl brought the cake in.. with the song… *its the wrong song though*
T___T touched touched.
the best present for this year birthday was to meet up with u ppl!!  its more than enuf already!
thanks T_T

i love them!!!!the best best best-est fren=D

cheese=))

group photo

chee yan=)

gy! booo=.="

kev a.k.a "V"

oh yea, definitely cannot miss out this person

audrey =D =D *hugss*

k done=)

last sat had an outing with the coll frens again for the interview thing.
this mon went to that company again for the photo session.
actually i do not belong to this team but the busybody amanda decided to crazy arnd with them!
haha it was fun!
my team will be… this friday. (which is tmr)
gonna interview campbell company. hmm free mushroom soup??
ooo my favourite! i must go make frens with them and get voucher or discount wtf.
this is called.. networking HAHAHA

photo will be uploaded at next post.
exhausted already.
chao=.=

inspiration

after blog-hopping around of a few friends of mine, i feel like type smth here.
the past few weeks i have posted all rubbish because i have no idea wad to blog about.
but when i brief through this blog, his/her words made me fall into deep thoughts, and it inspires me to blog again.
its a great thing u noe, just to find out what were they up to and their recent updates, specially some of them who had lost contact with me.
another minor reason i don really like to blog so often.. my english.
i have to admit that my eng is bad, even now, i’m still confuse with the grammar.
when i read through theirs, i felt humiliated of myself.
i think it would be better for me to do smth else then. like being an anonymous reader.
english has been a communication barrier to me since secondary, if memory serves me right, that time i do not even how to speak a complete sentence of proper eng, and  i view those english educated ppl as.. arrogant, egoistic, condescending, etc. ha ha.
yea, though this is not the obstacles anymore, but sometimes i still scare. i dunno scare of what but i’m just scared.
might be part of the low-self-esteem prob

anyways, tat was only a sharing. no worries =)
ahead to next week, third week of the semester already.
this semester i’m taking the accelerated course a.k.a final semester, so it will only takes about 11 weeks to finish the course. hence, everything have to be fast now, every week there will be an additional lecture for the particular sub, and additional hours of tutorial class.
nevertheless, i only take 3 sub, so yea haha need not to be tat stress, can fully concentrate on that 3 sub.

the subject for this sem:

MACROECONOMIC
MANAGEMENT
STATISTICS

no LAN sub anymore, finally!!! *thumbs up*
no more ENG too! *both thumbs up*
another gud news, no class for friday, which i have wished for so long!!
4 days out of 7, great =)

so far college is still okay. the lecturers r kinda strict this sem but the way they teach r quite gud.
as always, my class, the same face the same ppl with the same old gang again. none of us fail, thank god for tat =)
i don have a gang/ group of frens there so yea.. as usual. will talk about it later.
and the fees still haven settled yet, family’s prob, no comments.
since this sem is the intensive sem and i only taking 3 sub… i must really study hard for this.
the final chance for me to score. no time for me to think nonsense and rubbish anymore.
last sem i did quite badly in final, the result was err.. so so, neither good nor bad. lol.
i wouldn’t let the same thing happen again, will try my best this time, for real.

sry all words only. if u read til here, means u r finishing the post already, congrat!!
well done=)

p/s: if u spot any grammatical errors/mistakes, hehe just ignore it k. =.=”

p/s 2: gud night!!! hoo hoo